Friday, May 26, 2006

Feel Empty

Lately, few things matter to me. I'm bored as hell. No, that doesn't mean that I don't have a mountain of tasks waiting to be done, but I'm bored. It's like anything I do won't make any change, and I don't care if I do it well or not because it doesn't matter for me. I think I know why I'm like this, but there's nothing I can do. When I love, I love with all my heart that it becomes the source of my power and energy (or so my friends say). But now, when I love no one, when no face appear on my mind everytime the day gets rough... I lose the will to fight, to compete, to win. I hope this semester will end soon enough and I can go home, or at least for my target of affection to hurry home. I'm just so lost without that smile.

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